Walked away heard them say..

Me: *opens purse to give sebs bus money* "Sorry u had to see my uh pad."
Sebs: *starts laughing histerically* Why do you have a pad!?
Me: I dont know. cuz im a girl.
Sebs: *still laughing* Only girls who want their boobs to look bigger have pads!!!

i suddenly hate being online.

and talking to people. on aim. or just talking to people.

WTF.

I. Hate. MySelf.

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

<3.

Iloveeveryone.

This is just splendid.

Merry Xmas and a happy new yeaaaaaaaar.

*You can only say YES or NO. You are not alowed to explain anything:


Painted your room? No.

Made out with a member of the same sex? Yes.

Drove a car? No.

Danced in front of your mirror? ...Yes.

Been dumped? Yes.

Gotten in a car with people you just met? Yes.

Been in a fist fight? No.

Snuck out of your house? Yes.

Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? Yes.

Been arrested? No.

Made out with a stranger? Yes.

Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? Yes..

Left your house with out telling your parents? Yes.

Had a crush on your neighbor? No.

Ditched school to do something more fun? Yes.

Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? Yes.

Seen someone die? No.

Been on a plane? Yes.

Kissed a picture? Yes.

Slept in until 3? Yes.

Love someone or miss someone right now? Yes.

Made a snow angel? No.

Played dress up? Yes.

Cheated while playing a game? Yes.

Been lonely? Yes.

Felt an earthquake? No.

Touched a snake? Yes.

Ran a red light? No.

Been suspended from school? Yes. (indoor?)

Been in a car accident? Yes.

Been lost? Yes.

Been to the opposite side of the country? No.

Cried yourself to sleep? Yes.

Sang karaoke? Yes.

Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? Yes.

Laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose? No.

Caught a snowflake on your tongue? No.

Kissed in the rain? YES! XD

Sing in the shower? Yes.

Made love in a park? No.

Had a dream that you married someone? No.

Glued your hand to something? Yes.

Sat on a roof top? Yes.

Didn't take a shower for a week? Yes.

Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? No?

Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? Yes.

Been told that your hot by a complete stranger? Yes.

Broken a bone? Yes.

Been easily amused? Yes.

Laugh so hard you cry? Yes.

Mooned/Flashed someone? Yes (by accident) *sobs*

Cheated on a test? Yes.

Forgotten someone's name? Yes.

Slept naked? No.

Gone skinny dipping? Yes.

Blacked out from drinking? No.

played a prank on someone? Yes.

Gone to a late night movie? Yes.

Played an instrument for more than 10 hours? No.

Did you celebrate the 4th of July? Yes.

Cried over someone? Yes.

Dated someone more than once? Yes.

Own an instrument? No.

Been in a band? Yes.

Drank 25 sodas in a day? No.

Broken a cd? Yes.

Shot a gun? No.

Peirced somewhere on your body yourself? No.

Been on myspace for more than 5 hours? Yes.

Oh snap.

I finally know the cause of my bad hearing.

!!!

Yesterday was Stephie's 15s partayy.

Also me and my em0s ♥ 2 month anniversary ♥

Everyone looked so godamn B-E-AUTIFUL. I swear man, i would totally bang the whole party.
Steph i loved ur dress.

And Julian looked like the HOTTEST emo on the face of the earth. I almost died when i saw him in his lil tux n everything. It was beyond amazing.

Me: "you were the cutest guy in the party."
Him: *plainly* "i know."

lmfao. but anyway.

Like everyone else mentioned, there was a bit of drama, and i am so sorry about that guys.

I just want everyone to be happy, and i came to grips with the fact that i just can't do that.

But i really really hope everyone had an awesome time. Specially Steph, who danced her ass off. Lub you<3

And Mauricette thank you so much. Just for everything.

So yesterday was The buzz bake sale- EmO show..one of the worst days of my life :)

10 hours away from home with a major throat infection wo0pie.

- Couldnt talk or SING at a concert
- OR EAT?! (altho thats mainly all i did)
- under the sun for 7 fuckin hours straight
- i lost it- (yes i was an emotional wreck at an emo show stfu)
- i wanted to DIE. (later i realized i should of jumped in the mosh and not moved, that would of put me outta my dumb godforsaken misery- and now i realize i deserved to have died i mean who the fuck mopes around feeling sorry for themselves at a fuckin concert)
- im ranting.
- so what, stfu.

So as im sitting off in the side..trying to pretend im invisible and blocking out Pepper- annoying band. Or maybe my mood didnt quite suit the happy cheers. Well i look up and see some blonde boy in a small tight sweater and a cig walk right past me.

Me: *scoffs* EmO..
My sister: *starts socializing with him*
Me: Well..she's making friends.
Random scene gurls: *Go up to him and take pics*
Me: Looks like he's hott stuff.
My sister and him: *proceed to the v.i.p area*
Me: *pieces it all together* WTF *watches guy next to me being pulled out of crowd dying of heat exhaustion in filthy wife beater sweating to the core* *runs*


And yeah..that was Bob. *slaps self*

Well..

+ I met Frankie!!! *squeals* and caressed his arm.
+ He hugged me.
+ He stands in line as one of the cutest emo bois alive, next to Julian (stfu)
+ I also met the guy from Art of Dying. Total hottie. He asked my name!
+ Gerard's an egotistical hoe.
+ Seriously who the fuck ignores they're fans when theyre 10 feet away in an enclosed area and they're waving frantically at u, just a smile would do.
+ Speaking for my sis. She's obsessed with that guy. Me i could care less, but a wave would of been ok.

I never thought i'd see the day when it hurts to eat. Literally hurts.



roar this sucks majorly.

but hey i just found an emo's strand of hair.

Yo ho ho.

Ohyeah Happy Thanksgiving hoes.

Woke up at 8..then went to get julian on the roof..and only found his bags all packed up. So im like .. but then i found him sleeping on the pool benches.

MmM we had our breakfast today..which was more of a brunch. And need i say i was the one who ate the most out of everyone? =) Dino oatmeal, hott chocolate, strawberry pancakes (props to Sebs they were literally the best pancakes i've ever had), coffe, scrambled eggs, sunny side up eggs, strawberry milk, starfruit, peaches, orange juice.

lmfao Sebs is the best waitor ever.

"No i dont want pancakes."
*Sebs comes running out of kitchen flailing arms and spatula* "I ALREADY MADE THEM!!!"

Not to mention the fact that he ate part of everyone's order.

But anyway..we were forced to leave by noon so we all proceded to go home but me,julian, my sister, and mauricette all ended up laying by the canal for hours listening to Kelly Clarkson from the other side coming from the other side of it. Then..we all attempted to be pysically fit cartwheeling and whatnot. EVEN EMOS CAN CARTWHEEL..AND I CANT?! =O lmfao me and Mauricette busted our asses.

Well im talking to Alex on the fone and he was just expressing his dislike for skaters.

"i hate skaters..i wish i could put them all in a jar and close the lid..then watch them suffocate.
Then when they're ready to die..open up the lid for a second..then close it again.
Have them come close to death every hour...fuck no every 15 minutes."

And i think its time to let it out.

for once.

I HONESTLY CAN'T TAKE IT.

*berp*

ohright.

Well today met up with bitches n hoes at borders. (mauricette, kara, horus, ian, and o course julian)

Then horus and ian left us so naturally what do we do? eat. Yep Ernesto's XD. Then to Kara's..where i dont know who's genious idea it was to go past the canal where this HUGE ASS 94350854 YEAR OLD 3374937447 lb. TREE LAY KNOCKED DOWN BY HURRICANE DAMAGE. So we had to go thru and around the branches which resulted in me tumbling off a branch while attempting to jump over it and julian simultaneously stepping on another small branch (trying to "save" me)which happened to snap making him fall backwards and have the remainder of it shove up his ass which at contact made him bounce right off it and tumble into the grass. ROFLROFLROFL. BEST.THING.EVER.

Never thought an emo gettin ass kicked by a tree would be this memorable.

And what? Oh yeah HP at sunset place.

Ehh wasn't what i expected. It was positively quite gay, which gave it loads of laughs..so it was okay. Especially when Barty tried to seduce Snape with the whole lip licking technique.


But anyway..I'm done.

Yesterday Julian came home with me so naturally we sit on the couch and watch random movies for hours..and then end up not watching the whole thing.

Well my parents went to a bangin partayy and prolly had the time of their lives.

And they left us alone =O (well with this lil git of my sis)and told us to "behave ourselves".

Which we ended up falling dead asleep when both movies were over. And i wake up and its 11. 2 seconds later my parents show up and there's belts on the floor and us looking like we're on crack. XD

In other news- my dearest mother found all the shirts i got on thursday. (not good)

Today.
Ventured Dadeland mall after skool with my beloved ♥
Ate at Johny Rockets.
Bought stuff.
Went to the camera store about 5 times. (Drove the employees nuts with his confusion and undecisiveness)
Walked.
Tried on 5 different pants.
Found that size ZERO doesnt quite fit anymore =O
ALMOST got matching pants with Julian.
Took the bus home.
Saw Mauricette for about 10 minutes.
..And now im exhausted.

Picture day tommorow. :)

XD

and that just about covers it.

Today Julian came over and we watched Star Wars III. ^-^

Then Alex and Mauricette showed up and we continued watching it and of course came the bad hearing oh and the planning my life and kids.

[Me and Julian's kid is gonna be named Luke Skiwalker (Julian's last name) and we're gonna insert a camera on him to make sure all the kids at skool call him by his FULL name..or he will get beatings when he comes home]It was all Mauricette's idea i swear!

Yeah..then we all proceeded to go to Publix and i was so hungry i almost had an emotional meltdown..no kidding. So we got us some free food (flamin hott cheetos, slim jim, starbux, and chocolate chips)and had a lil picnic next to the gas station hoping to make new friends that just happend to stumble upon us...right. We basically had a food fight (with just chips and cheetos)and the goal was to aim everything down MY shirt which later resulted in me having melted chocolate on my breastasis.

Then on the way to borders i walked into a stop sign..and it happened to be upside down.

..storyofmylife.

♥ 1 month ♥

flashback- *me and julian eating cookies*

Julian: You know what's lame?..we met online.

<3<3<3

"Could we dim the sun and wonder where we've been."

Today me and Lyd...

..waited an hour after skool for the bus to show up.

..watched black gurls throw around their own weave/fake hair at eachother + dance in front of passing cars and not allow them to get by.

..got offered a joint made with school grass (made by black gurls).

..rode the SHORT bus home.

Mhm Halloween was pretty sweet. No trick or treating for me but hey got to watch Saw II plus everybody improvise their costumes last minute!

Anyway starting off the day..Julian showed up at the crack of dawn and my dad kicked him out. So later i went to Mauricettes and found him then Alex showed up. We all got to Kara's at 11 as planned.

Then went to get Kyle- all of us bunched up together and Kara's mom almost having heart attacks everytime a cop drove by- we were all off to sunset..well except we had to meet Sebs at the bus stop..and the bus got there right when we were turning in- so you know us caused a scene in the middle of the street (rolling down our windows and shouting Sebs at the top of our lungs with cars honking like crazy cuz we're holding up traffic-till he finally heard us and hauled ass dodging the cars that still keep honking like crazy and doors open and he dives in..and we practically hit the curb and everyone jumps and we're driving trying to beat the bus. [TRUE STORY- made my whole life worth it]

So after a lot of persuasion we dont take the bus so Kara's mom ends up driving like 8 ppl in the car..dying of stress. When we pass by this cop directing traffic who starts yelling at the top of his lungs "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO" then we figured it wasnt for us.

SAW II was /AMAZING/. Loved it. Mauricette wants to bang JIGSAW =O and he's pretty emo might i say..but anyways.

The ride back home was one of a kind. I've never seen so many people get out of the metro before. EVER. It was like JAPAN i swear you couldnt breathe..you couldnt move. You had to go along with the massive crowds. And then inside it was the same. And on the bus we had to stand by the back door the whole time with our lives at stake everytime it would open. And at one point all of us tipped over to one side and fell on top of people sitting down.

Well at Karas it was the usual. Trampolean, pizza, bad hearing. You know it.

Then we all got dressed, Kara's mom helping us improvise costumes pulling out random shirts, hats, wigs, ect. Everyone looked friggin hilarious: Super mom, Super dad, Emo jewish boi, and i dont even know what the fuck. But the make up Julian and Alex did was awesome. (They looked uber hott XD)

But due to absurd reasons i didnt get to join in on the candy collecting and had to go home.

Ohwell Julian came over today and brought me some :) <33. Oh and we watched Troy, Final Destination 2, and The Butterfly Effect.

I'm not sure if there is skool tommorow. But i think they got their power back by now so BlAh. *stomps* NOO. I dont want to go back. *whines*

I've got a mutant rash

and two high school drop out thugs been knockin on my door.